Hey [your name]—
I've been thinking about you. Ever since we broke up -- and even though I said the words, I know it was mutual -- I've had a lot of time to think. I pretty much just go to work and come home, kinda look around me and mull over everything. It's grim. I just - well, I guess what I'm trying to say is that I miss you. I miss you so much. I feel empty and alone (and please know, really, it's not just the sex or warm body or whatever - definitely not - it's something much, I don't know, deeper and harder to define). I really thought about our talks and that time I realized we can't be together (and I know you probably realized it before me). I guess what I'm trying to say, [your name] is that I'm no longer
o in love with my ex
o gay
o sleeping with someone else
o living too far away
o too religious
o anal
o culturally insensitive
o don't really like you
o a liar
o lazy
o can't keep a promise
o would rather ignore you
o have virulent STD
o want to talk about myself
o insecure
o annoying
o a vegetarian/not a vegetarian
o a drunk/a teatotaller
o obsessed with
o work
o masturbating
o tv
o shakespeare
o the wedding
o weight
o the internet
o videogames
o wrong for you
anymore. So, I'm trying to say I think our breakup was a mistake--MY mistake. How I could ever be so
o dumb
o backwards
o insensitive
o clueless
o crazy
, I have no idea. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. I am the happiest and the best when I'm with you and I know if you give me another chance, we'll never
o not have sex
o fight incessantly
o be passive aggressive
o hold a grudge
o insult each other's families
o cry
o be confused or scared
o secretly judge
o feel a dim, unwavering anxiety and tension
ever again. I'm sorry. I love you [your name]. Please please please please. Let's give it another try. Let's get back together.
All my heart, my soul, everything I am,
Love,
[name]
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